Saying goodbye to 2019 and hello to 2020

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

As great as 2019 was to me (well in all honesty, it started off really bad especially the month of feb, feb can suck a d*, but it ended up being one of my FAVORITE years ever), I wholeheartedly believe 2020 will be much much better. With that being said, there's some changes I have to make in order for this to happen.

10 Things You Need to Do Before the End of the Year

1. Get my health in order: from personal experience, this is an easy thing to put off. But I've learned that this is the one area where it’s not ok to push things off. I just need to get my affairs in order and schedule the physical, visit the dentist, get my eyes checked… I just need to get it done.

2. Clean out my closet: I always put this off and now my closet looks like a bunker set to last me the whole upcoming decade. I can't put this off until spring, haha!

3. Let go of harboring resentments: I need to learn to let go of the things that don’t serve ME. I need to go into this new year, this new decade, with a clean slate and an open heart.

4. Make the people who fuel me feel special: You know who you are. You're the person that matters most to me. I can only pray I matter to you too. Nonetheless, I want to take the time to really honor my special relationships with family and friends. I want you to know that you matter to me and that I am so very thankful for you.

5. Plan a trip: If you know me in any way, shape, or form, you know this would be my fifth goal 😂 trips always make me happy.

6.  Let go of the idea that I don't deserve anything: The awesome thing about being human is that every single morning is a fresh start. Lately, I've gotten this idea into my head that I don't deserve to be happy because of past mistakes. I need to learn to kick that idea OUT! I often forget that we are not bound by our past. I want to take my first few steps towards change.

7. Blog more: I used to set time apart everyday just to sit down and blog, and I used to love it. I need to bring that small joy back to life.

8. Read more: I am setting my goodreads goal to 25 books. Shouldn't be too hard. I used to read voraciously until social media began sucking up a lot of my time. I’m going to be changing that.

9. Learn a new skill: I need to take advantage of all of the information that exists out there on how to learn new skills quickly and reach the end of 2020 with a couple of new skills under my belt. Knitting, instruments, painting? the possibilities are endless.

10. Sleep, patience and water: Literally what the title says. I need to develop a healthy sleeping schedule, I need to have more patience (both at work and at home), and I need to drink more water and less coffee. 

Saying goodbye to 2015

List of 10 things I want to do before the year is over.

1. Spend time w family
They drive me nuts half the time, but I wouldn't be where I am today without them.

2. Take my long awaited road trip
Been wanting to go visit my friend John in Portland for THEE longest time now. Vacation is finally here, maybe so is my trip?...

3. Finish watching old series I was hooked on
Whatever did happen to Revenge? I used to love that series. And Naruto (anime), olddie but goodie!

4. Take time to catch up with old buddies
We had the McGreggor fight a couple weeks ago on PPV and a few friends came over. It was nice to catch up on life. Need more of that.

5. CLEAN OUT CLOSET! haha!
I have a ton of clothing I just don't need (or want). I always donate all clothing to family in Mexico or goodwill. 

6. Make a date with my TBR pile
Ton of books on my bookshelf just staring me down... waiting for the day when I crack them open...

7. Forgive, and maybe forget
I want to stop missing someone who didn’t miss me back. I want to forgive those who have hurt me only, mostly because I deserve some peace.

8. Say sorry
I dont think I say this enough. I know for a fact I hurt people, sometimes I don't even notice it.

9. Do Nothing 
Probably my favorite thing on this list ;) haha 

10. Say goodbye to the all the flaws I see
I need to change the way I look at myself and start saying hello to all the wonderful possibilities, dreams, and opportunities that are waiting to manifest.